Actually stood up for myself tonight, for the first time in basically my entire life.
My friend was talking to a few of our friends about some girl we saw who was wasted and walking home on her own, and she turned to me and was like “I would never let you walk home on your own” and I was like… are you… actually serious… how much time do we have here? okay, I can’t even begin to describe the amount of events that show you are the worst friend in the world to go out with and those are barely the tip of the iceberg of how much you ditch me when I’m drunk and vulnerable.
SELF IMPROVEMENT IS HAPPENING. I HAVE GROWN SOME BALLS.
Also I don’t really get wasted now, it’s not flattering and I end up feeling equally as bad as I do when I spend the night being ignored by everyone but still having to look like I’m having a good time.





